I ll b home soon.
Mittwoch, 26. Oktober 2011
Dienstag, 25. Oktober 2011
closer to the edge
I don't remember one moment I tried to forget
I lost myself is it better not said
Now I m closer to the edge
At the moment it seems that the jump from the Kawarau bridge in queenstown was easier than surviving this whole year here. There are two different choices: number one; step back, turn around and walk away. or number two; closer your eyes & JUMP! *>.<*
It was a thousand to one and a million to two
Time to go down in flames and I'm taking you
Closer to the edge
I'm not really a 'giving up person' so there's actually only one choice. jump. I already jumped from a bridge, so why not doing it again? *hard as bro! >.<* Yes, it is seriously not easy; being myself, 16, all alone at the end of the world, staying in a place that hardly anybody knows, trying to make the best out of the situation * I am lost here. lost ._.'' * but I'm still alive and what doesnt kill me only makes me stronger *or sumthin like that ae? ^-^*... OH! *I think i shud just jump with a parachute!!! YES, great idea, ae? *___* haha!* Well whatever, all i wanted to say; yes I m kinda lost at the moment but *well no, there 's no but ._. I'm just gonna carry on being lost! that alrite mate o.ô*
....
Don't regret anything you do, cause in the end it makes you who you are!
I miss you sooo much.
sabrina.
Sonntag, 23. Oktober 2011
Po Atarau. Now is the Hour.
Ka mate, Ka mate! Ka ora, Ka ora! Ka mate, Ka mate! Ka ora, Ka ora!
Tēnei te tangata pūhuruhuru. Nāna nei i tiki mai whakawhiti te rā
Ā, upane! Ka upane! Ā, upane, ka upane, whiti te ra!
The ALL BLACKS won the Rugby World Cup 2011! But oh well, I didnt expect anything else, even tho I got kinda nervous during the second half of the game when there was only one point between France and the All Blacks...
Guys u were awesome! *and u deserve a blog entry! n_n*
Especially Ma'a Nonu *with the confusing coloured hair o.ô* <3 & Sonny Bill Williams *still disappointed that he only played the last 5 minutes -.- tz*
alrite i'm gonna go to bed now! o.o *tired*
KIA ORA BRO.
xoxo. <3
Montag, 3. Oktober 2011
girls just wanna have fun
Oh well, ... (...)
...another week survived and the new one already started. What can i tell? I think nothing really super interesting happened last week, *oh, i already forgot everything, haha >.<* Mhm * ... * Ah yee, we had to choose our new subject 4 next year. It is really funny that they have subjects like 'agriculture' or 'equine studies' (which is a subject were you learn how to take care about horses and everything bout 'em...wt? ._.) *oh well, i'm in new zealand, what did i expect* If anyone wants to know *everyone wants to!, i know it!!!*, my new subjects are; Food & Catering / History / Classical Studies / English / Maths -.-'' / Art *oh wow, y did i take such boring subjects? Ah yeah right, bcos in the interesting classes they don't want exchange students..-.-*
On friday we had the so called 'mufti day' where everyone can come to school in normal clothes, but you have to pay 2 dollars...>.< This day kinda made my week...>.< Yes.
Saturday i spent my day in town with my sisterdarling Sara and when i came home, there were 4 goat heads lying on a table infront of the shed, all staring at me...* -.- * Y? Bcos, Frits went hunting from friday to saturday and he shot ( guess :DDDD ) 4 goats, exactly! ^-^ Yes, one of the goats was hanging in the shed but since i have to sleep in there * ha! * Frits moved the goat body and the 4 heads into the forest on the farm and i seriously don't want to know exactly where they are, i just don't go there and allguuds.! * ._. *
On Sunday we (exchangies) went to Palmy (Palmerston North) together to watch the Rugby game! HA! Argetina vs. Georgia. It was really exciting and fun! Oh well, mayb not the game, but the atmosphere and stuff... the game was *uhm...* different? xD Haha, i think we 've watched the 2 worst teams *they cudnt even catch the rugby ball! wt?* but whatever; it was a real rugby game and it was cool and exciting!
On our way home, i noticed that there are so many dead animals beside and on the roads, birds, possums, rabbits, hedgehogs &&& people just drive... -.- Tz. -.- ... >:/
Oh, and the weather is getting better, last week it was around 23 degrees, but wiv a really strong and cold wind tho, but still; it's getting summer! WUHU!
...
I think it s obvious that "time 's hard" atm (at the moment). New Zealand is strange, different. Kiwi people are weird and different, the school is pretty crap and "sometimes, just sometimes..."
"whatever, i'm in new zealand what did i expect?" A question that we ( exchangies) ask ourselves everyday. Yes, it is hard atm, but whatever, like i said.
We are all really looking forward to the STS - South Island Adventure Trip (!) *sounds pretty cool ae? YEEE!*
Yes, i'm leavin on friday and i will spend 3 days in Wellington b4 the South Island Trip, together wiv Stefania and Natelie *yaaay!* ;D So that will be soo much fun, hopefully! Haha, and i already booked the 'swimming with dolphins'-activity and i'm really looking forward to that!!!!!!!!!!!!! So much! *___*
Now, it is already 11 o'clock again and i really need some sleep so i think that's it 4 the moment. {:
Take care my loved ones, behave yourselves, be kind &&&
You know you love me, xoxo Gossip Girl *OH WAIT, WRONG BLOG!*
Haha, i'm so funny ae? not really. ._. so what *so so what, i'm still a rock star, i've got my rock moves and i don't need youu, Oh wrong song! >.<*
Nei etzt im ernscht, gnueg heu dune! vermissed mich! aber nöd zu fescht!
Ich lieb eu alli zämme<3 *ja, sones grosses herz us gold*
Sabrina. <3
kiwiish.
...another week survived and the new one already started. What can i tell? I think nothing really super interesting happened last week, *oh, i already forgot everything, haha >.<* Mhm * ... * Ah yee, we had to choose our new subject 4 next year. It is really funny that they have subjects like 'agriculture' or 'equine studies' (which is a subject were you learn how to take care about horses and everything bout 'em...wt? ._.) *oh well, i'm in new zealand, what did i expect* If anyone wants to know *everyone wants to!, i know it!!!*, my new subjects are; Food & Catering / History / Classical Studies / English / Maths -.-'' / Art *oh wow, y did i take such boring subjects? Ah yeah right, bcos in the interesting classes they don't want exchange students..-.-*
On friday we had the so called 'mufti day' where everyone can come to school in normal clothes, but you have to pay 2 dollars...>.< This day kinda made my week...>.< Yes.
Saturday i spent my day in town with my sisterdarling Sara and when i came home, there were 4 goat heads lying on a table infront of the shed, all staring at me...* -.- * Y? Bcos, Frits went hunting from friday to saturday and he shot ( guess :DDDD ) 4 goats, exactly! ^-^ Yes, one of the goats was hanging in the shed but since i have to sleep in there * ha! * Frits moved the goat body and the 4 heads into the forest on the farm and i seriously don't want to know exactly where they are, i just don't go there and allguuds.! * ._. *
On Sunday we (exchangies) went to Palmy (Palmerston North) together to watch the Rugby game! HA! Argetina vs. Georgia. It was really exciting and fun! Oh well, mayb not the game, but the atmosphere and stuff... the game was *uhm...* different? xD Haha, i think we 've watched the 2 worst teams *they cudnt even catch the rugby ball! wt?* but whatever; it was a real rugby game and it was cool and exciting!
On our way home, i noticed that there are so many dead animals beside and on the roads, birds, possums, rabbits, hedgehogs &&& people just drive... -.- Tz. -.- ... >:/
Oh, and the weather is getting better, last week it was around 23 degrees, but wiv a really strong and cold wind tho, but still; it's getting summer! WUHU!
...
I think it s obvious that "time 's hard" atm (at the moment). New Zealand is strange, different. Kiwi people are weird and different, the school is pretty crap and "sometimes, just sometimes..."
"whatever, i'm in new zealand what did i expect?" A question that we ( exchangies) ask ourselves everyday. Yes, it is hard atm, but whatever, like i said.
We are all really looking forward to the STS - South Island Adventure Trip (!) *sounds pretty cool ae? YEEE!*
Yes, i'm leavin on friday and i will spend 3 days in Wellington b4 the South Island Trip, together wiv Stefania and Natelie *yaaay!* ;D So that will be soo much fun, hopefully! Haha, and i already booked the 'swimming with dolphins'-activity and i'm really looking forward to that!!!!!!!!!!!!! So much! *___*
Now, it is already 11 o'clock again and i really need some sleep so i think that's it 4 the moment. {:
Take care my loved ones, behave yourselves, be kind &&&
You know you love me, xoxo Gossip Girl *OH WAIT, WRONG BLOG!*
Haha, i'm so funny ae? not really. ._. so what *so so what, i'm still a rock star, i've got my rock moves and i don't need youu, Oh wrong song! >.<*
Nei etzt im ernscht, gnueg heu dune! vermissed mich! aber nöd zu fescht!
Ich lieb eu alli zämme<3 *ja, sones grosses herz us gold*
Sabrina. <3
kiwiish.
Sonntag, 25. September 2011
about being free
Kia Ora everyone ^-^
Weekend is over and it was awesome! Sleepover at Natelie and Stefania's together wiv Sara and Laura. Haha, we eat heeeaps; donuts with jam and cream for tea and after that chips, popcorn and of course chocolate! *I'm getting sooooooo faaaaaaaaat :'(( v.v* and we watched movies the whole nite; Julie & Julia, no strings attached, dear john, shutter island... Haha, n_n Owh, and guess what! My hair is finally red again.<3 I missed it and i m so happy wiv it now... *and it looks good! yes, it does. chch n_n* Mhm, what else happened? Aw, friday eve was awesome, we (Frits, Lia, Alex Scotty and me) went to the beach to see the sunset, it was sooooooooooooooo pretty *________* and we played soccer, kinda soccer, sorta..haha n_n It was so cool! (: ... :) *smiiileeee*
*uhhm, oh mayb i shud say sumthing bout the title of this post, ha!* Yes, *dont know what to say! >_<* Just that, being 'free' is important, for me at least *oh wow, what am i doing? xDD* Haha, u cant learn how to fly if u r not free! *did someone get that? ^-^ probabyl not, but whatever* and if u cant fly u will never b able to fly away or come home. Thats all i can tell about this for the moment. (; (dont think too much about it, if it's too confusing...Its sumething u learn, when u r alone, on the other side of the world, it's what i ve learned.)
Oh, the time did change over the weekend; day-light-saving >_< Tz, what a stupid idea, now we've lost one hour and its one hour more difference to Switzerland...meow. *hell, i miss my cats v.v* Since i'm talking about cats; i think the mice in my room are gone, but i m actually not sure bout that, maybe they've just improved and learned how to b really quiet? Who knows...haha *naa, jj. hopefully they've left!*
Now it's half past eleven and i'd fall asleep very soon, otherwise i'll be sleeping tomorrow during maths, and we really dont want that...*Ha, whatever it's just maths ._.''* >_<
Kakite, take care y'all.
Miss u heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaps!
xoxo
sabrina.
Weekend is over and it was awesome! Sleepover at Natelie and Stefania's together wiv Sara and Laura. Haha, we eat heeeaps; donuts with jam and cream for tea and after that chips, popcorn and of course chocolate! *I'm getting sooooooo faaaaaaaaat :'(( v.v* and we watched movies the whole nite; Julie & Julia, no strings attached, dear john, shutter island... Haha, n_n Owh, and guess what! My hair is finally red again.<3 I missed it and i m so happy wiv it now... *and it looks good! yes, it does. chch n_n* Mhm, what else happened? Aw, friday eve was awesome, we (Frits, Lia, Alex Scotty and me) went to the beach to see the sunset, it was sooooooooooooooo pretty *________* and we played soccer, kinda soccer, sorta..haha n_n It was so cool! (: ... :) *smiiileeee*
*uhhm, oh mayb i shud say sumthing bout the title of this post, ha!* Yes, *dont know what to say! >_<* Just that, being 'free' is important, for me at least *oh wow, what am i doing? xDD* Haha, u cant learn how to fly if u r not free! *did someone get that? ^-^ probabyl not, but whatever* and if u cant fly u will never b able to fly away or come home. Thats all i can tell about this for the moment. (; (dont think too much about it, if it's too confusing...Its sumething u learn, when u r alone, on the other side of the world, it's what i ve learned.)
Oh, the time did change over the weekend; day-light-saving >_< Tz, what a stupid idea, now we've lost one hour and its one hour more difference to Switzerland...meow. *hell, i miss my cats v.v* Since i'm talking about cats; i think the mice in my room are gone, but i m actually not sure bout that, maybe they've just improved and learned how to b really quiet? Who knows...haha *naa, jj. hopefully they've left!*
Now it's half past eleven and i'd fall asleep very soon, otherwise i'll be sleeping tomorrow during maths, and we really dont want that...*Ha, whatever it's just maths ._.''* >_<
Kakite, take care y'all.
Miss u heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaps!
xoxo
sabrina.
Freitag, 23. September 2011
... after 2 months
Yes, finally, after nearly 2 months *3 days more & the i left home for 2 months..* I get to start writing my blog. Haha, oh well. First of all i maybe shud say something like; Haere Mai, Welcome to my NZ - blog! ^-^v *1st- saying hello; done! wuhu* Then why i start writing my blog after 2 months? Well, actually, i don't know, maybe bcos i didn't want to write one first, or maybe bcos i was just confused...*who knows >_<* Naa, seriously *serious? what's that* uhm, i guess it's easier to write a blog than telling everyone everything over and over again. It's not that i don't want to tell you, it's just that i want to enjoy my Kiwi-life and not sit infront of my Mac all the time...*yeees >_<* Yeah, and u guys kept asking all the time for a blog *Ah, annoying -.- Naa, just kidding, i love writing one for u ^-^v* so; There you go! n_n Haha. Uhm, my blog will b in english i guess, maybe german sometimes, depends on how i feel, haha ^-^ Oh, or japanese, or maori, or cat-language *MEEEOOOW =^-^=* Allguud.!
My first 2 months were *uhm* different ? Haha. After some trouble at the beginning of my exchange year, i enjoy it now heeeeeeeeeaaaaaaps.! & that's not at least bcos of my host family! *Haha, aw, i love you<3 (:* How is New Zealand? *Uhm,* different! >_< Haha, it is!. Like even the air is different, or the grass, or the sheep, everything is different. That's pretty hard sometimes but cool tho. It just takes time to get into everything, but that's just how it goes i guess... *wuhu, i'm so wise..>-< just ignore it* Where do i live? On a farm *O.O* with Frits & Lia, and Ian, Oscar, Alex and Scotty. And the 2 dogs Oliver and Sunny, and ponys and a horse, sheep *of course!*, cows and 2 goats. (one of the goats already escaped and guess who had to catch it? Yes... -.-' but it was fun.) I wud not say, that farm-life really is something for me, but I enjoy it, its something totally new & for me it's really exciting *haha >_<*
I'm not going to tell much now, bcos u will have heeeeeeaaaps to read druing the whole year and you will get to know everything. *Oh well...most of it (;*
Oh and I'd like to mention my exchange friends and say "thank you" to you guys; you are awesome.
Laura, <3 Natelie, <3 Stefania, <3 & Sara, my Sisterdarlinghoney<3
Sow, now i dont feel like writing anymore. Haha, but u will hear from me soon *or not, probably..naa jj, haha.* (;
Take Care, Kakite, Don't froget me & all that stuff. n_n
xoxo
Sabrina
(btw; all the stuff written in between the stars * * are my thoughts, or just, i dont know. u can ignore it if u want to...)
My first 2 months were *uhm* different ? Haha. After some trouble at the beginning of my exchange year, i enjoy it now heeeeeeeeeaaaaaaps.! & that's not at least bcos of my host family! *Haha, aw, i love you<3 (:* How is New Zealand? *Uhm,* different! >_< Haha, it is!. Like even the air is different, or the grass, or the sheep, everything is different. That's pretty hard sometimes but cool tho. It just takes time to get into everything, but that's just how it goes i guess... *wuhu, i'm so wise..>-< just ignore it* Where do i live? On a farm *O.O* with Frits & Lia, and Ian, Oscar, Alex and Scotty. And the 2 dogs Oliver and Sunny, and ponys and a horse, sheep *of course!*, cows and 2 goats. (one of the goats already escaped and guess who had to catch it? Yes... -.-' but it was fun.) I wud not say, that farm-life really is something for me, but I enjoy it, its something totally new & for me it's really exciting *haha >_<*
I'm not going to tell much now, bcos u will have heeeeeeaaaps to read druing the whole year and you will get to know everything. *Oh well...most of it (;*
Oh and I'd like to mention my exchange friends and say "thank you" to you guys; you are awesome.
Laura, <3 Natelie, <3 Stefania, <3 & Sara, my Sisterdarlinghoney<3
Sow, now i dont feel like writing anymore. Haha, but u will hear from me soon *or not, probably..naa jj, haha.* (;
Take Care, Kakite, Don't froget me & all that stuff. n_n
xoxo
Sabrina
(btw; all the stuff written in between the stars * * are my thoughts, or just, i dont know. u can ignore it if u want to...)
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