7 months behind

126 days to go.

Summer has come and passed

the innocent can never last
wake me up when June ends

... (:

We all fall down...

...like toy soldiers

step by step

heart by heart

left right left

We All Fall Down Like Toy Soldiers

another cinderella story

Once upon a time

Far far far (really far, practically the end of the world) away there was a girl called Sabrina

She lived in a big household together with her host parents and her 4 brothers 

Every day she had to do the dishes, hang washing outside, bring washing inside, fold washing, sweep Floors, vacuumclean the mat, cook and bake, lay the table and so on...

When her host parents went out, she had to stay home and keep everything nice and tidy, 

While her brothers didnt really support that, 

In fact they did everything to make a big, big mess and made fun of her all the time

When she was sitting outside on the stairs tears running down her cold cheeks, only the dogs 

Oliver and Sunny were there

Then, a few days after the new year has begun, she was invited to a party

With the permission of her host parents she went 

And she met someone, someone she really liked or she was just curious (?...)

Time went fast and Sabrina and her two friends had to leave,

And as she was laying in her bed an hour later she couldn't stop thinking of him

And he didn't stop texting

Heartbeat after heartbeat, she was thinking, fighting herself...

And finally she won. 

Sabrina broke free, she runaway, sneaked out in the middle of the hot summer night

To go and see him

But as the odds weren't in the favour of the two lost ones, somebody found out

And the next day everybody knew

He left without a word

She had to listen to all the endless, painful speeches, 

And now still has to go through the torture of so called 'jokes'

They will never see each other again, still it was worth the one night of freedom

But now the grey atmosphere is back

and Sabrina is lost, alone

The End

STOP! Didn't Cinderella have a "and they lived happily ever after!" at the end?

Where about mine?

True Story. Real life Cinderella.

I always wanted to be a princess, never realized how hard it can be though...

Sabrina

... 6 months ae

Yep, yep, believe it or not, i'm over halfway through. (i cant believe it, haha)


Got the mail with the information bout my flight back home and, well, what should i say? It feels weird, like i just came here and soon as I have to go again, atm I don't really feel like going, or yes i do, no actually i don't know, I'm confused (*surprise surprise >.<*).


Well, i'll just leave it. I'm glad to go home, and I'm glad to still have five awesome! months to go! I'm glad I came and I'm glad I can go again. (; 

I love you, yep, you!

xoxo

(i know u love me too)

Sabrina.

queen princess sabrina ruby

PS: my birthday is like really really soon *____*

I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter...

In the End - Linkin Park

I... I don't really know how I feel and if I do, then I don't really know how to explain it. Now i could write this huge text, trying to explain you what's wrong, and trying to kinda describe my feelings but instead I will just lead you to one of the most important things in my life. It can make me smile in just one second, and sometimes it makes me cry in another one. It brings me up and it brings me down. Music makes my world go round. 

And where words fail, music speaks... 

Ass back home (feat. Neon Hitch) - Gym Class Heroes

Closer to the Edge - 30 Seconds to Mars

God Damn You're Beautiful - Cheester See

Restless Heart Syndrome - Green Day

21 Guns - Green Day

Give Me Novacaine - Green Day

Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day

In too Deep - Sum 41

Walking Disaster . Sum 41

With Me - Sum 41

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

How to Save A Life - The Fray

Love Remains the Same - Gavin Rossdale

In the End - Linkin Park

Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park

Let it Be - The Beatles

Down To Earth - Justin Bieber

Fly - Nicki Minaj & Rihanna

Breathe - Taylor Swift & Colbie Caillat

The One That Got Away - Katy Perry

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

...and probably there are heaps of other songs that would explain it and I just can't think of them right now, because I can't think no more, because I don't know what to think. Gefuehlschaos. Yes, sadly there's no english translation for that. 

Ah, I don't even know why I'm writing this blog entry, what does it matter.

Oh well.

"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end...!"

Two Zero One Two, 2012

U know what they say; life ain't always easy. And everyday were survivors, so forget the day

It's all about tonight. Act a fool! And start a riot a-riot. BE A REBEL!

Gonna live like its the end of the world

YAY, finally, it's 2012. I'm COMING HOME BABE! xo

2012 (ft Nicki Minaj) - Jay Sean

...but first I'll THROW IT AWAY FORGET YESTERDAY AND MAKE THE GREAT ESCAPE to Auckland.

and I will live YOUNG AND WILD AND FREE! SO WHAT WE GET DRUNK, SO WHAT WE SMOKE WEED, WE'RE JUST HAVING FUN AND WE DON'T CARE WHO SEES...

The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

YOUNG, WILD & FREE (ft Bruno Mars) - Wiz Khalifa & Snoop Dogg 

i know u love me

xoxo